My mother died today, it was early in the morning when I got the phone call, and she was gone.
Gone Gone Gone.
Been sitting here cannot get her off my mind, I guess I have to be Amanda and be strong, I cannot help myself but the truth remains she’s gone,
Sorry Nsync decided to call me while doing this, and yes JC Chasez in the music video looks upset. Well, it is upsetting when a mother leaves. I miss Nsync’s calls, fighting with Joe Fatone in Telepathy is epic, but that was before I found Thorn, and Joe Fatone agrees that is what I needed to find and for him to support, which he does support Thorn.
When my children were attacked, 2016, Joe tried with his wisdom to calm me down, it didn’t work I was not happy about my children being attacked and at the time in 2016 I did not get calm.
I loved going in Orlando, Florida to the Florida Mall to eat Branch though, Branch is from Trolls, Braspberry Italian Ice, that was at Joe Fatone little hot dog stand Fat One.
Anyway, I miss the guys, I’m one of them but not. And the calls are less frequent since I came back to Alaska. Yup calls less frequent, and I’m okay with that, so are they.
Mother died after my meeting with Nsync in 1999, that was on JC Chasez’s birthday, but everybody in the world knows this so old Nsync News nothing here, JC Chasez on his birthday proposed to me, and I went nope, I’m with Justin. Which was truth, I was with Justin, but because of MEDIA happy people Nsync KNEW about I got left behind, and I’m doing okay with that.
My mom died that OCTOBER, and Nsync was long gone by then, not knowing that was happening to me, but knowing. Remember I time-travel, so others do too.
I’m lighting a candle again today in Catholic Tradition. I formerly a Roman Catholic, heck my excommunication is secret, but I might not be excommunicated no paperwork, that is another story and mystery of the Catholic Church.
I miss mom, and yes the lies that are in this TIME TRAVELING, TELEPATHY, MY EXCOMMUNICATION (Mystery of the Catholic Church) and I am going to state when I lie, society loves that, and then I am interesting and not full of shit.
1.8 billion in 1920 Truth.