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Avatar Jim Cameron, art and story, art with very little clothing on for the native Pandora’s. Wise Woman and Beyond is that kind of art. 1920 men gave women the vote.

It was new. Like this, and then this weekend, Wise Women and Beyond was attacked by a few people. And those few people are in my head right? These real individuals hate getting rid of violence against women, and they hate Thorn a tool to get rid of child sexual abuse.

I did not know this existed, again all in my head right. I thought it was bad enough getting fired for saying, “Child molesters go to prison.”

Finding this was alarming to me, and yes I have to seek the court house someday soon to get restraining orders on people who don’t care if a child is kidnapped and raped, these people are going to create a struggle for me, they will be in the MEDIA, and this is Media for them. There will be the “I disagree, if a woman wears a specific clothing and danced like you, she deserved to be raped.” It is all in my head right, and I was date raped in 1993, all because I liked getting rides to a club called Celebrities.

I would’ve thought there would be support to help law enforcement to stop child sexual abuse, like what I wanted to do, and I am still going to do, two days not writing is not a struggle. I still am here, and I did want to shut down, I wanted to shut down because the media with those people isn’t worth losing my head.

Get it my head and shoulders and face for 36 plus hours were shaking violently, this has happened for over a year. And I want it stopped without cocaine, codeine, opiates, and the man said you take those illegal drugs to stop the rape of your shoulders and head and face. I went wtf, he said he would shake me if I continued to write. This violence happened but it is all in my head right?

I can tell you the physical pain of the violent shaking of my shoulders and face is real, that is reality, and it was not happening until this weekend. I know miracle right, before it was not so bad, tell the idiot anchorage police department will be called in reality if I ever see him again. And that is reality. NOT in my head.

I never asked for the group in my head right to force their own disease on me, I hate abuse, violence against them has never happened, and I hate child sexual abuse to the point of finding Thorn, due to my wishing partner craziness, Ashton Kutcher founded.

This is an in the body article, and I hope people understand the individuals that shook my head and body are real people, that have claimed they will deny everything, and back at you… get it,  my head and shoulders and face hurt, and they don’t care about the physical beatings that I take, I refuse to cooperate and take the drugs.

 

 

Baby boomers happened post 1920

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The swing is the pendulum of politics and women are on it. The pendulum is between reactionary politics and radical politics.

I said this, and written this, men threw the vote at women, and then after World War II, women had voting, women had jobs they let go of, what came next for the men… BABIES. WHAT???

We got the vote during World War I and I have got to look up the exact dates of World War I, I was wrong we got the vote after World War I, it took two years from the date.

Babies are nice, the population exploded to the world we live in today, and both men/women decided on the amount of new people that made the population. I am not a baby boomer, and will never understand their ideas. Ear whispering campaign of Gloria Steinem, the burning of bras, to the sexual revolution, lets face it every generation discovers sex. So be mean to the baby boomers?

“We made progress woman.”

That is the warning men are not into what I want to accomplish currently.

And how do I get through to the men that this isn’t over with just handing women the civil human right to vote.

Is the result of the baby boomer men, not the women. So the baby boom is the result of the end of World War II. But is it the result of women getting the vote in 1920.

1920 is a men’s anniversary. MEN HAVE AN ANNIVERSARY!!! And it isn’t his wedding anniversary. This woman is starting to remind him it is coming up again. Like other wives have in the past. I am not married to all these men in the USA!!! Nope. ONE MAN OR WOMAN FOR ME PLEASE IN A MARRIAGE, and if it is a polyamory none of your business.

 

Right now but tomorrow…

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Birch trees in this art is fantastic, and yes this art imagery is a death or birth. See interpretation is comprehension. And that being said, this is for both sexes right, that is a man right, or is that a woman, are those skulls man’s or woman’s. Interpretation of this can lead to truth or fiction, depending on perspective.

Men and women can see the same thing and get two different perspectives is old criminology, I don’t remember exactly the class I took in college. It might have been biology university level. The fact that one person can stand at one point and another at point of the same event. Both telling the truth can lead to the conviction in criminal court.

1920 men gave the women the vote.

Truth no other way to see that because women were not in office. Governor Sarah Palin, Alaska, was not in office at the time to help put that constitutional amendment in the bill of rights. That is the right perspective to see, but women in politics are not seeing that.

So when men gave women the vote were they abused into it, with what I wrote yesterday, “We made progress woman.” I think I know that is the truth. The cycle of violence speaking is there, as verbal sexual abuse on men.

I want gothic art on this page, because of the beauty and truth I see in it. Some people might claim I have a darker perspective, and as I wrote MILITANT about supporting women politicians that do win. Yes I supported Sarah Palin some in the 2007 election, which lead to years later the start Wise Women and Beyond. Just because my side wanted the win did not mean she needed to be abused during the election.

The fair fight of Barack Obama VS. John McCain was tarnished in my mind. And I have yet to write about that here. My retirement over from not giving my opinion on politics. Why I defended Governor Palin was because of my oil rich state is not a place for stupid people to live, Alaska. I know people who know Ms. Palin personally and the national media did not. I spoke up, and Mr Barack Obama my candidate still won. I loved speaking up, and when it was time for my retirement I went graciously quietly off.

John McCain passed away, and that need to defend him and Governor Palin happened so rapidly I did not think, I spoke up. I hope the family of Senator John McCain understands his serve needed to be represented not verbal sexual abuse on him on the day he died.

There is no other perspective on this issue, Sarah Palin was the second woman on a national ticket to run for Vice President. I know other women have run before her but they were not of the two national parties that the USA currently favors. So that is what history writes currently.

The art work above is shown as a perspective of either men or women. Why can’t we have that photo in how we communicate? The understanding that when we do politics we acknowledge who has the power in office due to the voters thinking about capabilities. The right now is what I just wrote, I know it needs to start being applied in everyday life for the next set of tomorrows. Which are as I know other right now’s that have not gotten here yet.

 

I have to Listen even to Mr. Clinton

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Maybe women’s rights forgot to listen to Mr. Clinton, and I did too. Yes, listen to a man that might have been sexually abused into sex stuff he might not have wanted to do, he does have the lovely articulate Mrs. Hillary Clinton after all.

We are not listening to a potential sexual abuse victim who was president of the USA. And I know this might get me in trouble for even speaking on it, it is a taboo topic, that even  men are silenced about.

Yes repeat Mr. Bill Clinton is a potential victim of sexual violence against his body, which is taboo to speak about. And because of that people seem to silence people like me, and the victim himself on women’s rights!

“It’s just sex,” was even said by myself.

What if it was a power situation that Mr. Bill Clinton did not have the words or ability to push the woman away? Yes, I am writing about Monica Lewinsky. And again due to the taboo of the situation, I am having my own issues, would I go down on the president for the media story of it? Yes I am seeing the power situation. There was semen on that dress, or alleged semen.

I say this is wrong. And I have gone to classes to learn about the cycle of violence and all kinds of abuses. Innocent until proven guilty creates these politics of fear, and not being able to let Bill Clinton, former president of the USA, speak on women’s rights issues. The silent abused man comes to mind once again.

I can just hear the explosion of men screaming, and these men are really into sexually assaulting women, it is her fault once again. I am thinking President Clinton is a special case. He’s a man in power, with a young woman wanting power, media and control. I am in sooooo much trouble, guilty much Amanda? Right. Because this slimy abuse is covering Monica Lewinsky and the Republican’s and I am a self admitted Republican at the time, very partisan in my politics, not the swing voter I am today, and Democrat.

Plus you betrayer of women, women have enough problems, see THE ACCUSED with Jodi Foster. All that tiny woman did was dress and get drunk. You judge the clothing on the character Jodi Foster is playing, I cannot any longer. I am betraying my own sex, and males who love that gang rape in the ACCUSED would claim they are innocent it is all the woman’s fault once again.

I am going to betray my own sex, and side with the men. Sometimes men are the same as women. Mr. Bill Clinton was at HIS HOME WE ELECTED HIM TO BE AT. Ms. Lewinsky could LEAVE, Mr. Clinton could not leave, that leaves him in a date rape situation, that I myself… yes I was date raped in 1993. By the way, my situation was the man had the drivers license and drove me to his home I did not have a drivers license at the time nor money to leave… Monica Lewinsky was an intern at work, meaning she knew her transportation options. I didn’t because I was taken to a foreign area.

So there I just betrayed women stating a woman’s rights leader who is a man, Mr. Bill Clinton was in a situation where the woman had the power over him, not him power over her. Rape is about power and control. I am the same as Bill Clinton, and not Monica Lewinsky, she had taken advantage of a man in his own home, and he could not leave.

I am going to listen to Bill Clinton more and see what he says. I crossed the line today, point of no return, and I hope the political parties give me some credibility back here. Men have been abused verbally sexually, and I just proved my case, a district attorney would have his win today, I’m the expert here. I never thought I was.

 

We have MADE PROGRESS WOMAN!!!!!

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The build up is right there, the honeymoon since 1920 is over, 1920 was when men gave the constitutional human right to vote to women… when is the next explosion. I can predict men will explode and a fury of backlash abuse is about to begin. I and other women have mentioned our goals, and might be perceived as abusive.

Men do not want to be perceived as stopping progress, or seen as the abuser. They are not abusing these gentle giants of men. I am seeing this. I really am, and I am hearing from the media outlets what men are saying… how to stop this and gain the goals as partners?

The next explosion is the next woman president but do women have to be abusive to get that goal reached? I do not think we do, because we have worked together the sexes for millennium.

How does the vote happen for a woman president without the explosion, and I am not the national global parent here for the men, I am not putting men in time out for correction and I am especially not spanking all of the men (I only will spank one grown up man), I am just a woman with the same goals as other women, knowing I speak my goals, get listened too, and then hear “We have made progress woman.” In a gentle but annoyed tone.

The glass ceiling is right there, and it is covered in slim of abusing men. I cannot stand by and let that happen, I want the glass cleaned up, not dark black slim on a dirty carpet, I want that glass to be see thru and the oval office right there, taken because of capabilities not taken and broken into because I slapped men in the face calling them ugly idiots. Doesn’t it seem idiotic that you are not voting for the woman because she has abused you? Doesn’t it seem idiotic to not support the abuser? Who the fuck supports a fucking abuser anyway? I don’t, and I do not expect men to support women that abuse them into stuff, including sexual stuff, the men never wanted to do in the first place.

So how do I stop the abuse on men and get them to see capabilities. Even if the person capable is a woman. Right now I am seeing that men have been abused into doing stuff for women, instead of convinced they are learned, capable, gentle, lovers, and… fill in the blank if you know what men really are…

More to come and explore… wise women and beyond… no more abuse. No more abuse. No more abusing the men.

 

Playing It Cool: PIC

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I am so wrong, I am so wrong, I am so wrong.

Yup I’m all wrong.

I am a Woman.

And I am so wrong.

Verbal sexual violence on men doesn’t exist, and per another voice in my noisy brain write about visual sexual violence. Yea I really know about men being visually sexually abused. I am so wrong, I have no clue about visual sexual violence.

A beer belly man watches while a woman is reading a hot man cover on a romance novel. Okay they did change the covers eventually to the boring no fucking hot man on the cover, some of the current covers. I have no clue about this, I am totally bullshitting, I didn’t want to write about this abuse of men with beer belles in the first place or the abuse on skinny men, like Topher Grace.

That was visual sexual abuse of the romance novel industry right? And yes they did change the covers… did I repeat myself? Yes I did, told you I have no clue.

I want voters, and men vote. And the abuse on men has happened to the point of me pointing it out, a nobody with industry issues, those in the industry know my issues already, so I am safe but not safe.

I named this article from a Chris Evans movie, called Playing It Cool, why because it illustrates a man not knowing what falling in love really is, it isn’t exactly a romantic movie, and he’s hot. No I a mean Chris Evans is romance novel cover hot man, did I just abuse my male readers? And I am a self admitted romance novel reader in a previous article. Who else is in it, a man from That 70s Show, how did I get that wish, anyway… Topher Grace. BTW SAME PERSON rings in the head for Topher Grace…

I think the movie is an abuse on men because men know what falling in love is, and what sexual reproduction is, but it, the movie, needs to be made and so far I like the writing of the movie. The writing drew me in after Chris Evans hot body drew me in, did I just abuse Chris Evans?

So visual sexual violence on men is body image abuses, these abuses happen to women too. And Topher Grace is not hot to me, but to other women he is, his skinny body coveted by women who are with Beer Belly fat men happened to him on Thats 70’s show, and the abuses visually on the fat man happens with models at H & M. Did I just abuse Topher Grace by admitting I find Chris Evans more attractive to me… this is truth that happens to men all the time.

Does this affect his vote at the ballot box? I think it does, and that might mean a man judges appearance of the man’s wife or the appearance of woman that is on the ballot, like women look at physical but eventually go for personality. I think that is the truth as well.

I wish to write the truths about visual sexual violence on men and verbal sexual abuses that men endure since birth to find a way to stop this chronic thing that happens, then maybe women and men can lead this country USA and the world as equals. Here’s hoping.

 

 

BDSM and cycle of violence ending

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Cycle of violence communication can end with BDSM. It is in the safe word where it ends the uncontrollable violent emotional responses, it is a NO that people will listen to with agreements.

Dominant is the person who can do what he/she wants.

Submissive does what the person in the room says, until the moment that what the person in the room oversteps a boundary the submissive has for self.

It takes the dominant learning a deep listening with listening comprehension. That one word has to be heard, and comprehended then the behavior or words in use stops. I know we are human and this loving sexual language has yet to be adopted, even by me completely, but I have.

This is loving stopping the cycle of violence. And yes if you played the game red light green light as a child, that is BDSM in a group. It took listening during movement for a child to stop when Red Light is called. And zero abuse happens. Instant stopping, instant time out, and it was a fun game for children to play.

So why not play that as an adult? Or during living room discussions about the rules of the house? And then how about using that safe word during a political debate that leads to votes at the ballot box?

No, no, no, yes we say it but some people are so stupid, they don’t BELIEVE IT. And you go the district attorney is right there to teach you the NO word. I’m okay with No’s why I’ve been all over this country. And sometimes as I stated the BDSM communication has not been perfect with me.

You can learn what I learned about BDSM in therapy and in anger management classes. And yes in school when we are children we learn what the word no.

So this is how I propose to stop the verbal sexual abuse on men, but it still seems not solvable yet without emasculation of men… we still have to raise little boys into strong minded voting men. We need a safe word for men, we do not have one yet, and women have got to become the best listeners after all, because men listened and we got the vote. Not certain if that listening had abuses attached to it by the women. I’ll find out…

Fear based Politicians

'Senators are also presumed innocent, Your Honor, but we're not asking for a swift or speedy trial.'

Innocent until proven guilty creates the fear based politician, not the confident the state takes care of everything politician of the guilty until proven innocent countries.

I support the USA Republic, and I support the 19th amendment granting the right to vote for women in 1920. My understanding is that I am looking at what creates our politicians and we have some of the best in the world, but we have the best because of fear, not because of a lazy mentality that the state takes care of everything for me.

The countries of Guilty until proven innocent are not bad countries, the rude American tourist is born due to our political system, not the relax the police will take that guilty person, then oops you were innocent? Ours, in the USA, is your innocent even if you were caught red handed and seen by multiple witness that tell the truth (a witness can lie).

The sad part is with this system, and it can happen in the USA, if you say, “Child molesters go to prison.” You can be fired for inappropriate conversation. And you go? What the fuck? I got fired for wanting child molesters/sex traffickers in prison, isn’t that where they belong? Child molesters/sex traffickers do not belong free to harm more children. I was shocked when this happened to me, now twice, and I was like well I’m not working for that manager ever again, creep.

I didn’t want to write about 2016, but this is what happened, my daughter was at school May 5th, Seattle Washington, I get a text, “Our daughter is in the children’s hospital for evaluation.” I went WTF! The text was later, “Our daughter is okay, she was chased under a cafeteria table by a teacher. There was a small wound on her arm from the teacher.” And no charges was brought on the teacher for assault by the Police department of Seattle Washington, I was working for Walt Disney Corporation at the time and decided to retire from political writing. I was living in Orlando Florida.

I went nuts. How could a teacher physically assault a student without charges being brought, and the children’s hospital just did the evaluation? Innocent until proven guilty, and the teacher did confess to chasing the student under the cafeteria table. My child, daughter, was 9 years old.

A couple of months later, July 2016, I got another text, “Our other daughter is in the hospital for evaluation.” A few hours later, “She is out, she took her shoes off in the grass at the Boys and Girls club and was attacked by an adult caregiver. She defended herself from the attacker. The hospital has released her.” No charges brought against my daughters attacker again. Innocent until proven guilty, and this time it was because my daughter removed a garment (shoes) outside to run in the grass. She was 8 years old. This is 2016, I was living in Orlando Florida, my daughter Seattle Washington.

I know my daughters were attacked by abusive adults, I don’t know how abusive, but when a woman or female child is taken into the hospital for evaluations, it isn’t just for her mental state.

I did just get fired recently for saying publically and explaining 2016, I bet it was misunderstood, for stating, “Child Molesters belong in prison.” Carrs Northern Lights Anchorage Alaska. (it is creepy working for managers that do not like safe children, and I am fired for explaining I want my children’s attackers in prison) It is inappropriate to want people who harm children mentally and sexually in prison according to a few managers I have run into. The location is in Anchorage Alaska. I am looking for a new job to support my children again.

I was recently saved, and my anniversary of that is Sept 22, 2011, my baptism Nov 18, 2012, I am very new at some stuff. I am happy about being a saved Christian, that saving of me lead to a very abusive divorce, and I remain faithful. My divorce, is why I mention this is that I know my girls and one tiny son who just turned 9 years old are at risk. They are in the Seattle School System while I have traveled around the country finding work. I no longer work for Walt Disney due to saying “Child molesters go to prison.” I am sorry this drove me a bit bonkers, my two girls victims of people in school and daycare of assaults.

So I support Thorn 100%, having three at risk children, I want the law enforcement to have tools to stop what happened at the school and Boys and Girls club. The congress people should  have shown up, this is important to parents, so important I have gotten fired over this issue.

 

 

 

Slave birthing bus

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I am a poor person that needs a time out, and everybody in my home is pissed off, so taking the time out first.

Rosa Parks eat your heart out, do you sit in the front of the bus before you see the bunk bed, or do you pass it like I did, and stare at a bunk bed in the middle of the bus. This is public transport, not a musician or groups tour bus.

I know there is a good reason for bunk beds with rails so children do not fall out on Anchorage Alaska public transportation, one excuse that comes to mind a potential new ambulance?? I am not going to look up the reason, this is my reaction. I know the bus schedule is not an over night long range schedule. And where do you put a wheel chair on that bus, the bunk bed was right where normally there would be a wheel chair break area for someone with a disability that required that kind of loving assistance from public transportation.

Bunk Bed in the middle of the bus. I felt abused, and the above picture is why. Public transportation is used by everybody, EVERYBODY of Every color. It is for a rainbow of people, I know I’m the one with the issue. I know I’m the person seeing this, nobody else because guess what that bus has been around I am assuming for years in the Anchorage Alaska fleet of public transportation busses. I don’t know if I can board a bus here in Alaska again, and I might have to due to my poverty.

I was a kid in a bunk bed so why does the bunk bed on a public day transportation for short term transport bother me. Here’s why?

They used bunk beds to transport slaves chaining them down to the beds, this is public transportation, once again owners of slave ships used bunkbeds to transport slaves to market. Anchorage Alaska has a good public transportation system that does not need to be shut down but one bus needs to be altered, because I don’t want to be abused again. I am thinking other might not as well, if they knew the truth. And I was on my way to do a job, well interview for one, I was being transported to get my wage slave… okay remember I’m the one with the issue here. Right? It is just me with this issue???

It is Taboo to Communicate Well

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I do not know how Culture Club with Boy George is Taboo, this is the beginning of a series of article on taboo conversations. That the way we speak to each other can be taboo. And it isn’t just on taboo topic matters.

I was looking for a picture for this taboo article, one was a TV show named Taboo, sick painting of naked adults, one a naked woman masturbating and then I ran into Boy George, and went how is he Taboo. I grew up singing loudly and badly to one culture club hit song, Chameleon.

He’s not taboo. He’s not a taboo topic to speak of, and yes he is a gay man. So a man being gay on a google search is the search word in images Taboo, is taboo. Boy George is the image of Taboo. See I’m in shock.

So is it a taboo topic to speak on this, well if you do not know how do you know how society feels about somebody. I know the search is because of a title to an article. So indexing, yes the indexing was because of a original Broadway show Taboo 2003. I really never heard of that, so did I self abuse? By thinking this is terrible a favorite singer is taboo? Might be… guess what that is a taboo topic.

It was silly of me to think Boy George Taboo how terrible, the Taboo show isn’t Taboo. Was it abusive of the audience to call the show Taboo, yes I know lovable Boy George. The Cycle of violence needs to be applied to what I just did… Honey moon I love Boy George… Build up this cannot be true…. explosion I’m writing about it. Okay see the cycle of violence isn’t so bad right? It happens right?

It is taboo speaking on the cycle of violence, but not taboo to talk about the cycle of water, the sun evaporates, the evaporated water rises forming rain clouds, and then the rain happens to fall from there, and it starts all over again.

I apologize to Boy George because I do not want him abused, I never heard of Taboo the Broadway show.

I do want to continue writing about Taboo topics, and I have one taboo topic is Thorn a tool to stop sexual abuse on children founded by Ashton Kutcher, hardly anybody showed up at the committee meeting when Ashton Kutcher was testifying. There was an audience behind him that saw one to two committee members and no others.  The committee is bigger than four people right?