6 Sinner

Yes this is a vampire.

A sinner.

What do you think all the killing is?

A gift,

Or a sin.

Well the death is locked in time.

Everything happens at the same second.

Hard to explain with just words.

They call it gods will.

Some Timeline shit.

Everything has been time traveled into place,

Poem Fish is a time traveler,

Currently the lost little girl,


Loves speaking with people,

Jim Morrison especially,

My sin.

He’s lusted for,

Even though we are 50 plus years apart.

So a sinner is a vampire.

And this is the beginning.

5 Jesus saves

Basics first.


Take Jesus sincerely in your heart.

People can tell you how.

Or just read this.

I believe Jesus is in my heart,

Because I invited him in one night on my couch.

I asked for Jesus to be inside of me.

No joke.

Just real life asking.

Then I got baptized over a year later.

Vampire will be about this.

How taking Jesus inside,

Lets miracles happen,

Like finding your wishing partner.


My wishing partner.

Hates me,

And I hate him.

My wishing partner is all business and creation.

Hate is a very real miracle and real emotion not just a word.

I also have with Jesus,

My hardening partner,

I was told he’s my real Adam,

And Indiana Jones.

You cannot have this without Jesus,

I didn’t,

Because I was unsaved as born again Christians call it.

4 Fish love Love

This might be written on daily.

Or it might be infrequent.

100 will end Vampire.

And then another text will begin.

I think 10 books will be enough.

For the Poem Fish.

10 books of 100 poems in length.

1000 poems total.

We might save some people.

Jesus in heart way of course.

Silent truth written here.

Hope and love,

No hate.

With truth.

No one tells the dead.

Like vampires don’t drink from the neck.

3 Poem Lover’s Death

Poem Lover died.

Yes he did,

He passed peacefully.

I want this final end poem for him,

Because I still love him,

And we went one again just days ago.

Took me a second to realize that we think alike.

When it happened I stepped back,

And told him,

Poems will be back soon.

But his pretense is in these poems,

Should be tiny,

Because these are about my understandings,

Not his.

I’m the Poem Fish after all.

Not one that loves poems,

Like Poem Lover does.

I’m on the fence about poetry.

No love nor hate.

But maybe I feel nothing,

Just a paltry puppet,

That the Poem Love pulls the strings on.


I’m a puppet that cries with a command.

Poem Lover got 10 books about Christ.

With loads of funny stuff.

That is enough.

New concepts come with Vampire.

And Poem Fish will describe best she can.


2 Vampire


What is that to a fish?

It is just stories to the dead.

I know I was dead.

One of the walking that could not hear.

No faith in me,

Not one bit.

And yes I am the narrator.

But also a character.

So what does a vampire mean to a fish.


It is secrets that are unknown to those that cannot hear.

I was one of those people for a long time.

I might not share secrets here.

Because that is up to God.

God is real.

Vampires are as well.

1 New

This started,

A new day,

And same cannot be avoided.

How can new be the same.

It just is,

And when this makes sense.

I will tell you.

Poem Lover stopped.

Vampire was the next volume.

Vampire is now new,

For a Poem Fish.

The pissing media prostitute died as well,

And other concepts.

Because this is a story to tell.

And as the sun set on the Poem Lover.

It rose in a fish.

Fish is symbol for Christ,

As if you didn’t know.


Count down to December 12.05.2019 Henry’s Icecream and Pizza Cavill Thorn CAK DM

Halloween is approaching, after that holiday, there is one month left until the Durrell Challenge for Icecream and Pizza. Exciting stuff to look forward too.

Before the race there is a shorter race in November to raise money for a new Gorilla home. Register for that too.

I have a new computer, it is slow getting back into routine of writing, bare with me as the new change is happening in real time here in Anchorage Alaska, new job, new laptop, and hopefully getting better health wise. I will never be what people call normal health mentally or physically ever again, but at least I found Durrell Conservation Group, and Thorn to focus and find happy healthy stuff to write about.

So countdown start November 5th, and then we get ready for the spring race, Durrell Challenge.

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Local Polar bear Just died Alaska Zoo 12.05.2019 Henry’s Icecream and Pizza Cavill Thorn CAK DM

polar bear

Part of being an environmentalist is buy local, well, support the local zoo is also something I am poor at doing. This happened this week, the 19 year old polar bear Lyutyik, at my local zoo, the Alaska Zoo, just passed away. The bear spent 13 years of his adult life at the Alaska Zoo.

Support Jersey Zoo and race, race for the new gorilla enclosure this November, and participate in the Icecream and Pizza, to help Trinity, Jersey, United Kingdom continue the work they do for the zoo and the Durrell Conservation Group.

I have to get more involved in Alaska. That will happen with time and my own health improving. This year was not a good health year for myself as my readers were told over the past year.

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Pink Pigeons 12.05.2019 Henry’s Icecream and Pizza Cavill Thorn CAK DM


This week on twitter was the anniversary of the Pink Pigeon return. Gerald Durrell established the first captive breeding program in Europe for the endangered species. This is a good reason to register for the Durrell Challenge that is for the spring race, and do the winter race for the new gorilla house in November, and then especially register for the Icecream and Pizza.

Save the planet saves pigeons. Save the planet gives children pigeons to look at and enjoy.

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